谁啊? Who's there?
-雷蒙德 -哪个雷蒙德? -Raymond. -"Raymond" who?
雷伊 你总共认识几个雷蒙德? How many Raymonds do you know, Ray?
爸爸死了 Our father is dead.
自我了结的? By his own hand?
当然不是自我…他病了 老天啊 No, not by his own-- He was sick, for Chrissake.
我能进去吗? Can I come in?
雷伊 把枪收起来 你知道我不喜欢枪 Put the gun away, Ray. You know I don't like guns.
那你就不该三更半夜敲别人家的门 Then you shouldn't knock on people's doors in the middle of the night.
我打过电话 但你的手机没开机 Well, I tried to call, but your phone was dead.
我欠话费了 I'm behind on bills.
你想喝点什么吗? You want something to drink?
咖啡 Coffee.
我上次来是什么时候?三年前? When was I last here? Three years?
阿西娜的手术后 After Athena's surgery.
那是五年前 That'd be five.
是吗?该死 都这么久了 Really? Shit.
谁打电话告诉你那个老头的事的? So, who called you about the old man?
我是说 谁还会跟他说话呢? I mean, who even talks to him anymore?
韦斯特牧师 他的牧师 Reverend West, his pastor.
哈里斯有牧师?你逗我呢吧? Harris has a pastor? Are you shitting me?
我说真的 他的遗愿是 儿子们能参加他的葬礼 Yeah. His last wish was that his sons attend his funeral.
雷伊 葬礼明天在里士满举行 It's tomorrow, Ray. Outside of Richmond.
你不必去 You don't have to go.
他已经死了 永远不会知道你去没去 He's dead. He'll never know.
你可真是个很温柔的人 你知道吗? You're a very tender man, you know that?
你打算怎么着? So what's your plan?
我会早点出发 天亮前就走 但是 我不能一个人去 I'll leave early, before dawn, but, I can't alone.
雷伊 我没有驾照 I don't have a license, Ray.
我酒驾被抓了 I got a DUI.
只喝了两杯啤酒而已 I had two beers.
这是我20年来头一次被警察拦下 The first time I've been pulled over in 20 years.
我今晚不得不开车过来 因为我联系不上你 I had to drive here tonight 'cause I couldn't reach you,
但如果我被拦下 那麻烦可就大了 but if I get stopped, I could be in deep shit.
为什么不让你老婆开车送你? Why doesn't your wife just drive you?
我们的婚姻亮红灯了 We're on the rocks.
12月的时候她离开了我 She left me in December.
去找圣诞老人了 Ho, ho, ho.
你之前为什么说他“自我了结”了? Why did you say "by his own hand" before?
他为何会自杀? Why would he kill himself?
我一直以为他会自杀 I guess I just always thought he would.
这个讨厌的混蛋 总是一副抑郁的样子 Such a bitter son of a bitch. Frustrated.
成事不足 败事有余 Everything he touched turned to shit.
我就觉得他总有一天会自行了断 Just thought he'd put himself to sleep one day.
我整个童年都在幻想着 I fantasized about it my whole childhood,
他把枪塞进嘴里、把自己爆头 him putting a gun in his mouth and blowing off the top of his head.
老天啊 Jesus.
你真要去? You're really gonna go?
想想他对你的所作所为吧 After the things he did to you?
你还在那个工厂上班吗? You still working at the plant?
不在了 被炒了 No. Fired.
为什么? For what?
不知道 和人发生了口角 I don't know. Some altercation.
“发生了口角”?装什么高大上 "Altercation"? Fancy.
如果我问那人 他也会这么说吗? If I asked the other guy, would he use that word?
他很难说话 因为牙齿都被我打掉了 It's difficult for him to speak with no teeth and all.
为什么打啊? What was it about?
没什么 Nothing.
雷伊 到底为什么? What was it about, Ray?
他用了“黑鬼”那个词 我让他别用 然后一发不可收拾 He used the N-word. I told him not to. It escalated.
那你现在做什么谋生? What are you doing for work now?
断断续续在工地上班 Construction. Here and there.
这周我要去两天 I have two days this week,
又是一个不去参加葬礼的好理由 which is another great reason to skip a funeral.
之前我看见一个女人从你这儿离开 是认真交往的对象吗? I saw a woman leaving earlier. She a keeper?
你还演出吗? You playing any gigs?
不了 我好久没演出了 Nah, I haven't played a gig in forever.
为什么不?你吹得很好 Why not? You're sounding good.
不玩乐器了 I don't play anymore.
我敲门的时候听到你吹小号了 I heard you when I was knocking on the door.
-不可能 -我听见了 -No. -I heard it.
我没小号了 全卖了 I don't have any horns anymore. Sold 'em.
你把小号卖了? You sold your horns?
没什么 It's okay.
丢了工作又卖了小号 听起来不太妙 No work and no horns? Sounds like dicey territory.
我很好 七年没碰毒品了 I'm fine. Still clean, going on seven years.
天啊 那很好 我真为你骄傲 Wow, that's great. I'm proud of you.
怎么 要来抱抱吗? What, is this where we hug?
-来抱这个 -去死吧 -Hug this. -Oh, fuck.
你知道的 他确实还有其他老婆 You know, he does have other wives.
你可以劝她们去参加葬礼 You can get them to go.
不了吧 Nah.
还记得那个塞尔维亚女人吗?布兰卡 Remember that Serbian woman? Branka.
布兰卡 天啊 印象深刻 该死 她超火辣 Branka-- Wow. Good memory. Shit, she was hot.
我光想着她打飞机 就肯定有100次 你也一样 I must have jerked off to her a hundred times and so did you.
-才没有 我忙着睡妹子呢 -你就瞎扯吧 -No, I was too busy getting laid. -You're full of shit.
-他是怎么把那样的女人骗到手的? -只要他愿意 他可以表现得很风趣 -How did he get himself women like that? -He could be funny when he wanted to be.
用皮带抽我们屁股算风趣吗? Does whipping our asses with his belt count as funny?
如果算的话 他就是个超级滑稽的人 'Cause if it does, he was a hoot.
雷伊 Ray.
我想去参加葬礼 I wanna be there.
不是因为他让我去 而是我自己想去 Not because he asked, but because I want to.
我想看见他被埋到地下 I wanna know what it looks like to put him underground,
想体会那种感觉 what it feels like.
但我又怕自己受不了 But I'm scared it's gonna kick my ass.
你陪我去吧 Come with me.
等一下 J-- Wait one second.
当真?有这个必要吗? Really, is that necessary?
说不准 You never know.
钥匙…你拿了 Keys-- You got it.
到哪了? Where are we?
大约还有一个半小时就到了 'Bout a hour and a half out.
我刚梦见自己在自然历史博物馆里 I was having a dream I was in a natural history museum.
里面有一扇剧院里那种窗户 There was one of those theater-like windows.
还记得吗? Remember those?
裸体穴居人杀人用的… 你妈妈以前常带我们去 The naked cavemen killing a man with-- Your mom used to take us.
不对 是你妈 No. That was your mom.
我妈讨厌那地方 说让她浑身不舒服 My mom hated that place. Said it gave her the creeps.
不对 你妈妈有没有… No. Didn't your mom…
也许你是对的 总之… Maybe you're right. Anyway…
我在那个博物馆里 爸爸…哈里斯是里面的一个史前人类 I'm in the museum and Dad-- Harris is one of the prehistoric men.
没错 Yeah.
于是我试着打破玻璃放他出来 试着把他救出来 So I'm tryna break the glass, tryna get him out, tryna free him.
但是我向下看 然后… 发现自己也光着身子 和其他穴居人一样 But I look down, and… I'm naked too, like the other cavemen.
你觉得这梦意味着什么? What do you think it means?
意味着要想把那个老头从你脑子里赶出去 Means it's gonna take a whole lot more than a hole in the ground
光在地上挖个坑是远远不够的 to get the old man out of your head.
很难把他想象成一个小男孩 It's hard to imagine him as a little boy.
他爸爸家暴他 我们也如出一辙地对待自己的孩子 His father was a monster to him. We repeat.
-我们不必这样 -对 但我们也这样 -We don't have to. -Yeah, but we do.
这就是我们家的规律 It's the law of the land.
你家暴你儿子了吗? Were you a monster to your boy?
嘿…抱歉 Hey-- I'm sorry.
喂?韦斯特牧师吗? Hello? Reverend West?
你好吗? How are you?
对 我们在路上 我们是直接去找你 还是… Yeah, we're on the road. Do we come straight to you, or…
好的 All right.
你可以给他这个号码 You can give him this number.
-就要这些? -对 -That it for you? -Yep.
-这家店很不错 -谢谢 -It's a cool store. -Thanks.
你开的? Is it yours?
得了吧 你觉得我像个女老板吗? Yeah, right. Do I look like a boss lady to you?
像 当然像 Yeah, you sure do.
就像大多数南方女孩一样 It's like most girls in the South.
-于是吧 我决定反抗一下 -真的? -So, like, I decided to rebel a little. -Really?
真棒 That is amazing.
刚刚在里面 你那样算什么? What was that about in there?
没什么 Nothing.
女人就喜欢对你投怀送抱 对吧? They just come to you, don't they?
像苍蝇被大便吸引那样情不自禁 Like flies to shit.
韦斯特牧师打电话了 Reverend West called.
他们到底认识多久了? How long have they even known each other?
我是说 我敢肯定老爸死前没人在身边 I mean, Dad died alone, I bet.
这人插手只是为了让他看起来不那么可怜 This guy just stepped in to make it all a little less desperate and depressing.
是他自己疏远所有人 咎由自取 And this is what the end looks like when you've alienated everyone.
现在他们叫我们来当托儿 为他说好话 And now they've called us in to be the shills.
你对他就没有什么美好的回忆吗? You don't have any good memories of him?
有一点 真希望一点都没有 I have some. I wish I didn't.
为什么? Why?
喂?我是雷蒙德 Hello? Raymond.
我是纪念殡仪馆的坎菲尔德先生 This is Mr. Canfield from Remembrance Funeral Homes.
是 嗨 Oh, yes. Hi.
首先 我对你失去父亲深表遗憾 First off, let me say that I am very sorry for your loss.
谢谢 Well, thank you.
几年前我曾短暂见过你父亲一面 I met your father briefly a couple of years ago,
那时候他在安排后事 when he was making arrangements.
他是个很有魅力、敏感的人 Very charismatic. A sensitive soul.
节哀顺变 My condolences.
安排什么后事? What kind of arrangements?
他想要一个敞开的棺材 He wanted to have an open casket.
当然 这需要对遗体进行防腐处理 而且我们需要马上开始 That requires embalming, of course, and we need to start on that right away
若想在下午早些时候 进行遗体告别仪式的话 if we want to have an early afternoon viewing,
这是他要求的 which is what he requested.
好的 Okay.
问题是 你父亲预付了棺材和墓碑的费用 The thing is, your father prepaid for the casket and the headstone
还付了防腐处理费用的订金 但他一直没付余款 and a deposit on the embalming, but he never paid the balance.
-我知道在这个困难的时刻 说… -还差多少钱? -I know in this difficult moment it's-- -How much is it?
-您说什么? -那是我兄弟雷伊 -I'm sorry? -That's my brother, Ray.
给 Here.
先生 很高兴认识你 请节哀顺变 Nice to meet you, sir. I'm sorry for your loss.
还差多少钱? How much is it?
算上税 总共是475美元 包括遗体的美容费用 All in, with taxes, it's $475, and that includes cosmetic work.
你是说化妆吗? You talking 'bout makeup?
是的 我们会让他看起来不错 好让遗体瞻仰令人满意… Yes. We would like to prepare him so that the experience is as rewarding--
明白了 这笔费用太扯了 我们不需要 Yeah, that's a bullshit expense. We don't need that.
我们不需要看他 We don't need to see him.
抱歉 我没听清 Excuse me, I didn't catch that.
请继续吧 我们到了以后会付清费用 Please, go ahead with it. We'll settle up when we get there.
另外 你父亲的律师门德斯先生 Also, a Mr. Mendez, your father's attorney,
之前打来电话问进展如何 called earlier to see how things were going.
-我现在就把他的号码发给你 -好 非常感谢 -And I will text you his number now. -Okay, thank you very much.
待会儿见 See you soon.
哈里斯的律师? Harris's attorney?
500美元?你付得起吗? I mean, $500? Can you afford that?
付不起 但这种葬礼我们只用办一次 No, but we only do this funeral once.
-好好办吧 -但我付不起 -Let's do it right. -But I can't afford it.
-我可不会给钱 -雷伊 我会给钱 -I'm not gonna pay. -I'll do it, Ray.
这样行吗? Is that all right with you?
老天啊 Jesus Christ.
开免提 Put it on speaker.
马克斯门德斯 Max Mendez.
你好 门德斯先生 我是雷蒙德 Yes. Mr. Mendez, my name's Raymond.
我父亲是本哈里斯 My father was Ben Harris.
-你好 我对你失去父亲深表遗憾 -谢谢 -Yes. I'm very sorry for your loss. -Thank you.
你父亲是个模范人物 也是个很有魅力的男人 Your father was an exemplary man. A very charming man too.
是的 人们会怀念他的 我敢肯定 Yeah, he will be missed. I am sure of it.
你想和我们谈谈? You wanted to talk with us?
对 但是很不巧 还有另一个客户在等我 Yes. Unfortunately, I have another client waiting for me.
你能晚点过来吗?有些事情要和你商量 Could you come by a little later? There are some things to go over.
你兄弟雷伊和你在一起吗? Is your brother Ray with you?
对 Yes.
-很好 11点见? -11点可以 -Good. 11:00? -11:00 is good.
我会把地址短信发给你 就像你父亲常说的那句法语：“回见” I will text you my address. And as your father used to say, à bientôt.
回见? À bientôt?
还记得他让我们去上法语课吗? You remember he made us go to those French lessons,
然后他改变了主意 又不让我们去了 and then he changed his mind and pulled us out?
我真的很喜欢法语课 I really enjoyed those.
谢谢 Thank you.
节哀顺变 Sorry.
请节哀 Sorry.
请问坎菲尔德先生在哪? I'm looking for Mr. Canfield.
嗨 我就是 Hi. That's me.
你是雷蒙德哈里斯? You're Mr. Raymond Harris?
-是的 -嗨 很高兴见到你 -Yeah. -Hi. Pleased to meet you.
-这位是雷伊 -嗨 -This is Ray. -Hi.
萝丝 查查看 哈里斯先生还要多久能准备好 Rose, find out how long until Mr. Harris is ready.
对您失去至亲我深表遗憾 I'm very sorry for your loss.
你们旅途顺利吗? So, you have a good trip?
挺顺利 谢谢 Yes, thank you.
你的家在哪里? Where do you make your home?
离这儿几百公里吧 Couple hundred miles from here.
你很像你的父亲 You resemble your father.
哈里斯先生几分钟后就会准备好 Mr. Harris will be ready in a few minutes.
菲力克斯会来找你们 Felix will come looking for you.
太好了 与此同时 Great. In the meantime,
我想带你们去看看 你们的父亲预先挑好的棺材 I want to show you the casket that your father pre-selected.
请跟我来 If you'll follow me this way.
谢谢 Thanks.
麻烦你们在这里等一下 我马上就回来 If you don't mind waiting right here, I'll be right with you.
就是这个? Really?
真是世上最小气的人 The cheapest man who ever lived.
我相信这不是价钱的问题 I believe it wasn't a matter of cost.
其他的棺材我给他打折了 但他坚持要这个 I offered him discounts on other caskets, but he insisted.
他说他作为犹太人最喜欢的事情 He said it was his favorite thing about being a Jew,
就是棺材要低调 the humility of the casket,
说到这个 我想问 which brings me to my question.
我知道他和韦斯特牧师关系很好 I know he was close with Reverend West,
但也许你们也想找个拉比来参加葬礼? but perhaps you would also like a rabbi to attend?
-那就不必了 -不用 我们的父亲不是犹太人 -That won't be necessary. -No. Our father was not a Jew.
-他有一次皈依了30分钟… -对 -He converted for 30 minutes once… -Right.
然后…没有 他仍然很痛苦 …and-- No, and he was still miserable.
不要拉比 谢谢 No rabbi. Thank you.
哈里斯先生准备好了 Mr. Harris is ready.
请节哀顺变 I'm sorry for your loss.
我在他身上花了点功夫 I worked on him a little.
他非常憔悴 He was quite emaciated.
是 谢谢你 Yeah. Well, thank you.
他是怎么死的? How'd he die?
那你得去问他的医生 Well, you would have to speak with his physician about that,
但我相信死亡证明上写得是 充血性心力衰竭 but I believe the death certificate mentioned congestive heart failure
以及肺癌 and cancer of the lung.
你父亲的遗愿是 光着身子被放在棺材里下葬 Your father's wish was to be buried naked inside the casket.
我建议给他在告别仪式上穿件衬衫 如果你们能提供的话 I suggest he wear a shirt for the viewing, if you could provide one.
会有很多人来参加葬礼吗? Will you be expecting a large group of people?
不会吧 Why, I don't think so.
我让你们单独和他待一会儿 Well, we'll leave you alone with him.
你最后一次见他是何时? When did you last see him?
也许在你的某次婚礼上 Maybe at one of your weddings.
他只参加过我的一场婚礼 我和玛莎结婚那次 He only came to my wedding with Marsha.
对 Yeah.
他说你的小舅子是弱智 记得吗? He called your brother-in-law a retard, remember?
然后你岳父差点揍他 Then your father-in-law almost attacked him.
那次婚礼差点就变成一场闹剧 I mean, that reception was one punch from a shit show.
事情不是那样的 别重写历史 雷伊 It wasn't like that. Don't rewrite history, Ray.
他一直都这么矮小吗? 光着身子下葬是怎么回事? Was he always this little? What's this shit about being buried naked?
他一直都是个暴露狂 He was always such an exhibitionist.
他的老二还是比我们的大 His dick is still bigger than ours.
看到他那样躺在那里 我百感交集 It was really something seeing him lying there like that.
现在他真的不在了 我感觉得到 He's really gone now. I feel it.
我感觉好极了 能彻底放下他 I feel good about it. Letting it go.
宽恕的感觉真不错 Forgiveness is good.
兄弟们 请进… Come in. Come in, men.
很高兴终于见到你们的庐山真面目了 So good to finally meet you, to put faces to the names.
-谢谢你见我们 -不用客气 请坐 -Well, thank you for meeting with us. -Of course. Sit, please.
喝咖啡还是白水? Coffee? Water?
-不用了 -不喝了 谢谢 -No, we're good. -No, thanks.
有趣的是 我老听他说 You know, it's funny. I heard him say so many times,
“我的儿子们 我的孩子们、我的小子们” "My sons, my children, my boys."
你认识我们的父亲多久了? How long did you know our father?
差不多有七年了 About seven years.
我曾经为一个起诉他诽谤的人辩护 I represented a man who was suing him for slander.
我的委托人赢了那个案子 And my client won that case.
我的表现令你们的父亲印象深刻 Your father was so impressed by my work
于是他请我帮他起诉邦艾尔 that he hired me to help him sue the city of Bon Air.
为什么起诉? For what?
在市政厅上挂圣诞花环 Christmas wreaths on City Hall.
他说那违反了政教分离的原则 He said it violated the separation of church and state.
他怎么可能请得起你? How could he even afford you?
我为他无偿工作 I worked for him pro bono.
你们的父亲很能言善辩 Your father was a great conversationalist, a ferocious debater.
倒不是说他很老练 但他契而不舍 Not sophisticated necessarily, but tireless.
哪怕只是听他怨天尤人 我都愿意花钱 I would pay him just to hear him gripe about the world the way he did.
好了 这是他最后的遗嘱 Okay. Your father's last will.
他所有的资产大约有五千二百美元 都在一个支票账户里 He leaves all his assets, it's about $5200 in a checking account,
将平分给来参加葬礼的儿子们 to be divided equally among his sons that attend the funeral.
我知道这钱听起来不多 I know it doesn't sound like much,
但也许能帮你们支付葬礼的费用 but maybe it can help with the funeral expenses.
也许还能支付交通费用 Travel expenses, perhaps.
或者你们可以在葬礼后 为出席的人举办一个招待会 Or you can throw a reception for the attendees afterwards.
你们自己决定 It's up to you.
他还在家里给你们留了一些私人物品 Your father also left you some personal items at his home.
这是地址 Here is his address.
德尔加多女士一整天都在那里 And Ms. Delgado will be there all day.
-德尔加多女士? -是的 先生 -Ms. Delgado? -Yes, sir.
最后 你们的父亲还希望你们为他挖坟墓 And lastly, it was also your father's wish that you dig his grave.
你说什么? What?
由他的儿子们为他亲手挖坟墓 不用机器 That his sons dig his grave on their own, without machinery.
当然可以用铁锹 Shovels are fine, of course.
挖好后 要把棺材埋到地下 再把坟墓填好 And then, you are to lower the casket into the ground and cover the grave again.
-真是个混蛋 -雷伊 别说了 -What an asshole. -No, Ray.
-不… -等等 允许这么做吗? -No… -No. Is this even allowed?
公墓必须容纳各种信仰的人 The cemetery must accommodate all faiths.
你们的父亲称他的汤加血统要求必须如此 Your father claimed his Tongan roots demanded it.
为了汤加血统 'Cause of our Tongan roots.
-是的 -这是许可证 -Yeah. -Here's the permit.
你们到了以后 请向葬礼承办人表明身份 When you get there, please identify yourselves to the funeral director
这样你们就可以挖了 so that you can dig.
请务必携带有效驾照 Make sure to bring a valid driver's license.
嗨 我们是哈里斯的儿子 Hi. We're Harris's sons.
请节哀 I'm sorry for your loss.
谢谢 Thank you.
这是什么意思? What is that?
-什么? -你敲门框 -What? -What you did.
没什么 D-- Nothing.
看着是有什么 为什么敲? It looks like something. What is it for?
只是个坏习惯 It's just a bad habit.
让你感觉好点吗? It makes you feel better?
没事了 你在这儿很安全 It's all good. You are safe here.
你父亲的房间是楼上的最后一间 Your father's room is upstairs, the last room.
我来做饭 I'm cooking something.
-我是露西娅 -我是雷蒙德 -Lucia. -I'm Raymond.
-这位是… -雷蒙德和雷伊 -This is-- -Raymond and Ray.
你在这里很安全 兄弟 You're safe here, buddy.
那是什么? What's that?
他自己的小神坛 His little altar to himself.
（菲利普莫里斯公司）
（陆军海军生产先锋奖）
嘿 看这个 Hey, look at this.
这两个家伙是谁? Who the hell are they?
不知道 I don't know.
你们饿吗? Are you guys hungry?
不饿 不用麻烦了 谢谢 Oh, no. We're fine, thank you.
-我们不饿 谢谢 -谢谢 -We're good, thanks. -Thanks.
我去把你们的箱子拿过来 I'll get your boxes.
看妈妈们 真漂亮 Look. The moms. So beautiful.
还没被他吸干血 Before he sucked the lifeblood out of them.
该死 Fuck.
嘿 就像圣诞节时一样 Hey, it's just like Christmas.
是 但我们不是小孩子了 Yeah, except we're not kids.
不是了吗? Are we not?
我们是两个生活不如意的成年男人 We're a couple of grown-ass men whose lives didn't pan out.
-别这么说 -事实如此 -Don't say that. -It's the truth.
嘿 你把我惹毛了 Hey, you're pissing me off.
-冷静点 马儿 -嘿 去死吧 雷伊 -Easy, horse. -Hey, fuck you, Ray.
-不许说我生活不如意 -我喜欢你生气的样子 早该生气了 -Don't say my life hasn't panned out! -I like you angry. About fucking time.
（雷伊）
不用…谢谢 Oh, n-- Thank you.
谢谢 Thank you.
看着不错 Looks good.
好吃 This is delicious.
我知道 I know.
你在这里工作多久了? How long have you worked here?
这是我家 It's my house.
我喜欢你的布置 I love the way you've set it up.
非常随意 但还很合理 Very free-spirited and yet still sensible.
谢谢你 Thank you.
哈里斯是你的房客吗? Was Harris your tenant?
不是 我和前夫之前开了一家洗车店 No. My ex-husband and I had a car wash.
哈里斯去店里买烟 Harris came to the store for cigarettes.
他年纪大一些 但待人友好、善于倾听 He was older, but he was friendly and a good listener.
我们曾经一度是恋人 后来一直是朋友 We were lovers for a while. Then we stayed friends.
去年他生病了 我让他搬进来住 And when he got sick last year, I moved him in.
他总在看你们在湖边的照片 He looked at that picture of you guys at the lake all the time.
我对他说 ：“不如打给这些男孩 I said to him, "Why don't you call these boys?
他们可以来看你” They can visit you."
他说不了 He said no.
他说：“他们长大后和小时候判若两人” He said, "The boys and the men were not the same thing."
是你的吗? Is it one of yours?
对 Yeah.
没错 Uh-huh.
我们大吵一架后他抢走的 He took it from me after one of our big fights,
高中四年级暑假时 summer of senior year.
他告诉我说给当掉了 He told me he pawned it.
我把全美国所有的当铺都搜了个遍 Must have scoured every pawn shop in the States.
虽然他一直不把我当人对待 但那次吵完后我们就形同陌路了 I mean, he was always an asshole to me, but that was the beginning of the end.
为了什么吵啊? What was the fight about?
我都不知道 I have no idea.
他几周前刚刚请人把它洗干净并修好了 He had that cleaned and fixed just a few weeks ago.
（雷蒙德）
我不知道你觉得我活得很失败 I had no idea you thought my life was shit.
-我不是这么说的 -我听到你说的话了 -That's not what I said. -I heard what you said.
-你说我的生活不如意 -我… -You said my life hadn't panned out… -I--
-这话的意思就是说我很失败 -才不是 我… -…which is one way of calling out failure. -No, I--
-我喜欢自己按喜欢的方式做事 -我… -I like things the way I like them. -I--
稳定 Steady.
也许这样显得我无聊或懒惰 Maybe that makes me boring or lazy.
令我的几段婚姻破裂 我知道 It cost me my marriages. I know that.
奥利芙说与她相比 我对空调的兴趣更大 Olive said I was more interested in air conditioning than I was in her.
玛莎第一次看到我完美地熨好一件衬衫 The first time Marsha saw me ironing a perfect shirt,
她居然哭了 因为她以为我是同性恋 she burst into tears thinking I was gay.
我喜欢平静与安详 I like my peace and quiet.
如果这就是所谓的生活不如意 那就不如意吧 If that means my life didn't pan out, then it didn't pan out.
我无所谓 我睡得像婴儿一样甜美 I'm okay. I sleep like a baby.
我们可是在混乱环境中长大的 We come from chaos.
（本杰明里德哈里斯三世 永远活在我们心中）
我希望你们对这一切都满意 I hope everything is satisfactory.
是的 很好 谢谢 看起来不错 Yeah, it's fine. Thank you. It looks good.
我们必须开始往墓地那边走 We will have to begin our move to the cemetery
大约一个半小时后 in about an hour and a half
为了能满足他的心愿 在日落时分安葬他 in order to make his desired time for the burial at sunset,
这样你们才够时间挖墓地 allowing for the time to dig.
门德斯先生有没有说 Mr. Mendez spoke with you both
你们父亲的遗愿是由你们挖掘墓地? about your father's wishes with respect to that?
说了 He did.
我觉得时间肯定够 I think we'll be fine.
真不错 Oh, goody.
-借过 -抱歉 -Excuse me. -Sorry.
邦妮 迈克尔 Bonnie. Michael.
谁是迈克尔? Who's Michael?
如果哀悼者第一个到了 却发现房间空着 It's often uncomfortable for mourners to be the first to arrive
他们通常会感到不舒服 and find an empty room.
因为房间里只有死者一人 You know, the deceased by himself.
所以有时候我们会安排几个人先进去坐下 So, sometimes we, you know, place a couple of people just to sit in.
当然 这不会额外收费 At no cost to the family, of course.
然后随着来的人越来越多 And then, as the room begins to gradually fill,
他们会悄悄出去 they will step out discreetly.
-很好 -是 -Great. -Yep.
不过我需要你们来我的办公室签一些文件 I'll need you to sign some documents in my office, though.
对了 我还需要你们的驾照 Yeah, and I'll need your driver's license.
拜托不要在我们父亲的遗体告别仪式上 Try not to fuck the funeral home receptionist
搞殡仪馆接待员 at our own father's viewing.
好 我尽量 Okay, I'll try.
老爸 你好冰冷 毫无生机 You're cold as ice, Pops.
好了 谢谢你们 你们可以走了 谢谢 快走 All right, thank you. You can go. Thanks. Shoo.
很遗憾 我不能再继续待下去了 Unfortunately, I can't stay longer.
别担心 非常感谢你能来 Don't worry. Thank you so much for coming.
不会 我很高兴能来 真的 No, I'm happy to be here. Yeah.
听起来不太对劲 对吧? That didn't sound right, huh?
看看你 你的笑容很美、很真诚 笑容不会说谎 Look at you. You have a good smile. It's open. It does not lie.
你结婚了吗?有孩子吗? Are you married? Kids?
现在分居了 这之前离过两次婚 I'm separated. Twice divorced before that.
天啊 Wow.
有…几个孩子? And… how many kids?
有个儿子 I have a son.
他入伍了… He's in the Army…
什… And Wh--
你不想谈论他吗? You don't want to talk about him?
不是 没关系的… No, it's fine--
你们要在城里待多久? How long are you guys in town?
需要住处的话 他的房间空着呢 If you need a place to sleep, his room is available, of course.
谢谢 Thank you.
但我在那个房间里肯定睡不着 But I don't think I could sleep in that room.
为什么? Why?
医院的病床已经撤走了 The hospital bed is gone
他所有的物品里 有用的会捐给救世军 没用的会丢掉 and everything's going to the Salvation Army or to the trash.
-这是他想要的? -是 -Is that what he wanted? -Yeah.
他给所有人都留下一些东西 这就够了 其余的东西必须处理掉 He left everyone something, and that's it. The rest must go.
但如果你有什么想要的 比如说 But if you want anything like, I don't know,
你们自己的 或者你们妈妈的照片 我没意见 photos of you guys or your moms, it's okay for me.
嗨 Hi.
稍后见 I will see you later.
好的… Yeah, okay.
我们认识吗? Do I know you?
应该不认识 I don't think so.
确定? You sure?
是 Yeah.
那我走过的时候 你为什么那样看着我? So why you look at me like that when I walk by?
哪样? Like what?
-你觉得我喜欢被你盯着看? -不是 我… -You think I enjoy it? -No, I--
我只想弄明白你这么盯着我看有何居心 I'm just trying to understand where you're coming from.
等等 你让我想起了一个人 Wait, you reminded me of someone.
你觉得我应该受宠若惊 是吗? You think I should be flattered, is that it?
很抱歉在刚在外面盯着你看 这么做很不好 I'm sorry about gawking at you out there. That was a crappy thing to do.
是的 很不好 也很吓人 Yes, crappy and creepy.
我会努力表现得不像个混蛋 Well, I will endeavor to stop behaving like an asshole.
-好 -好的 -Okay. -Okay.
我是雷伊 那是我父亲哈里斯 I'm Ray. That's my father, Harris.
我是吉拉 Kiera.
我是在圣安妮医院照顾他的护士之一 I was one of his nurses at St. Anne's.
节哀顺变 My condolences.
你总是参加病人的葬礼吗? You always come to your patient's funerals?
不是 No.
他让我来的 He asked me to.
他说如果我来的话 他会感到安慰 我很乐意这么做 He said it gave him comfort to know I'd be here, and I'm happy to do it.
你父亲的某些特质令我着迷 Something about your father captured me.
他是个很传统的人 被过去困扰着 A very old soul. Haunted.
他是个什么样的父亲? What was he like as a father?
最糟糕的那种 The worst.
这我可没想到 I wouldn't have guessed that.
不过话说回来 最后除了 他的朋友露西娅外 没有人给他送终 But then again, no one was there towards the end except his friend Lucia.
这就说得通了 So, that explains that.
-你会举行葬礼吗? -是的 -Are you having a burial? -Oh, yeah.
我们要自己动手挖坟墓 我兄弟和我一起 这是他最后的请求 We're digging the grave ourselves, my brother and I. His final request.
他为什么要你们这么做? Why would he want you to do that?
我和你一样一头雾水 Your guess is as good as mine.
-你觉得是为什么? -想弄疯我们 -What's yours? -Trying to screw with our heads.
控制我们越久越好 Exercise his power over us for as long as possible.
你们随时都可以拒绝 You can always refuse.
是 但我们没有 Yeah. We didn't.
那他得逞了 Well, then it worked.
那时他已经准备好离世了 甚至拒绝吃止痛药 He was ready to go. Even declined painkillers.
他想神志清醒地死去 He wanted to go out with all his senses.
我觉得音乐帮他缓解了很多病痛的折磨 I think music helped him get through a lot of it.
他会戴上耳塞、连上手机 然后闭上眼睛 He'd put on his earbuds and plug into his phone and close his eyes
承受病痛 and weather the pain.
我问他说：“你听的是什么音乐?” I asked him, I said, "What music is that?"
他说：“秘密” He said, "It's a secret."
但到了晚上 我去看他的时候 But at night, when I came in to check on him,
我能听出他在反复地听同一首曲子 I could tell it was the same song over and over again.
可以的话 他会听着这首曲子入睡 He'd fall asleep listening to it, when he could.
什么曲子? What song?
不知道 乐曲 可能是蓝调音乐 I don't know. Something instrumental. Bluesy, maybe.
我该走了 I should get going.
你等下会去墓地吗? Are you gonna be at the cemetery later?
不了吧 我没打算去 No, I wasn't planning on it.
好吧 Oh, right.
-我去不了 -当然了 -Don't think I can. -Of course not.
很高兴认识你 Nice meeting you.
嘿 我要你打电话给门德斯 那个律师 好吗? Hey, I need you to call that Mendez, the lawyer, right?
我想找到爸爸所有的私人物品 I wanna find all Dad's personal belongings.
就是他留在医院里的所有东西 You know, all the stuff he left at the hospital.
-你要干吗? -我只是…我想要他的手机 -What for? -I just-- I want his cell phone.
那手机逾期没缴费 你也没法用 You won't be able to use it past the billing date.
不是…没关系的 好吗? 你就打给他问问吧 No, not-- It's fine, all right? Just call him.
谢谢 Thank you.
该死 Oh, fuck.
门德斯先生 我是雷蒙德 是 Mr. Mendez. It's Raymond. Yeah.
你知道我们父亲的私人物品 怎么处理了吗? Do you know what happened to our father's personal effects
留在医院那些 at the hospital?
好 我…我们会试试 谢谢 Okay, I-- We'll try that. Thank you.
-他怎么说? -他不知道 -So, what'd he say? -He had no idea.
-该… -他让我去问… -F-- -He said to ask--
他让我去问露西娅 她会去墓地 He said to ask Lucia. She'll be at the cemetery.
-好的 你有她的电话号码吗? -什么? -All right. Well, did you get her number? -What?
什…再打给他问她的号码 Wha-- Call him back. Get her number.
-你发什么疯? -照我说的做就是了 -What's up your ass? -Just do it.
-语音留言 -该死 -Voice mail. -Fuck!
你这个混蛋 You son of a bitch.
你以为在地狱里还能嘲笑我? You think you can laugh at me from hell, huh?
对于音乐你懂个鬼 What the fuck do you know about music?
你用了80年 It takes you 80 years
才发现它能帮你摆脱痛苦? to discover that it can help you through your pain, huh?
白痴 You moron.
哈里斯 别耍我 你会后悔的 Don't fuck with me, Harris. You'll regret it.
打给我 Call me.
老天啊 God.
想象一下如果妈妈们现在在这里 Imagine if the moms were here now.
-别了吧 -为什么? -I'd rather not. -Why?
她们会伤心的 They'd get all tangled up.
我妈不会 Not my mom.
不会的 她把他甩了 No, when she shed him off,
我认为甩得很彻底 就像换肤一样 I think she shed him off for good, like changing skin.
他干的那些破事 简直不可思议 The shit he got away with. I mean, can you imagine?
他的妻子和情人成了一生挚友 I mean, his wife and his lover become lifelong friends.
就像受虐妻子俱乐部 It's like the Battered Wives Club.
这个嘛… Well--
雷伊 他就是个普通人而已 He was just a guy, Ray.
我知道他可能是个不折不扣的混蛋 他也可能会失控 但是… I mean, I know he could be a real asshole, and he could lose control, but--
他也经历了不少糟心事 Well, he-- Shit things happened to him too.
不 这不是借口 No, it's no excuse.
他应该为自己的生活负责 You know, he should take responsibility for his own life.
这是他的生活和责任 It's his life, his responsibility.
对 就像我们要对自己的生活负责 Yeah, like our lives are our responsibility.
老天 你为什么就不肯埋怨他呢? Oh, God. Why won't you point the finger at him?
-埋怨他对现在也于事无补啊 -面对现实吧 -What good would that do now? -Just face the facts.
-我面对现实了呀 -不 你没有 -I face the facts. -No, you don't.
-闭嘴吧你 -他上了你老婆啊 -Fuck off. -I mean, he fucked your wife.
-多谢提醒 雷伊 -什么 你居然忘了? -Thanks for reminding me, Ray. -What, you forgot?
去死吧你 靠边停 Fuck you! Pull over!
我会自己走过去 然后一个人去挖那个破坑 I'll walk the rest of the way and dig the fucking hole myself,
你真是个人渣 you piece of shit.
雷伊 别把你的愤怒 发泄在我身上 会把我击垮 Your anger, Ray. I couldn't carry it. It would crush me.
下午好 Good afternoon.
我是塞德戴尔公墓的工作人员 I'm with Cederdale Cemeteries.
-对您失去亲人深表遗憾 -谢谢 -I'm very sorry for your loss. -Thank you.
为了标记这块地 我擅自做主把草给清除了 I took the liberty of removing the grass to mark the area.
好 谢谢 Okay. Thank you.
这把扁平铲之后会让你们挖得轻松点 This flat blade is gonna make things easier for you later.
这把鹤嘴锄可以铲硬地和石头 This pickax for harder areas, rocks too.
要挖多深? How deep?
1.8米 Six feet.
好吧 Right.
有什么需要的话 我就在附近 I'll be around here if you need me.
谢了 Thanks.
墓碑上为什么没日期? Why are there no dates?
-这是他要求的 -他有说原因吗? （本杰明里德哈里斯三世） -It's what he requested. -Did he say why?
没说 He did not.
开工吧 Get to it.
先生们 我是韦斯特牧师 Gentlemen. Rev. West.
很高兴终于见到你们了 It's great to finally meet you,
尽管在这种情况下见面 despite the circumstances.
请节哀 My condolences.
谢谢 Thank you.
-坎菲尔德先生 -韦斯特牧师 -Mr. Canfield. -Reverend West.
哈里斯老提起你们 都是溢美之词 Harris spoke about you men many times, always in glowing terms.
是 Yeah.
这真是辛劳至极的工作 Some backbreaking work.
我说了什么好笑的话吗? Did I say something funny?
“溢美之词” “辛劳至极的工作” "Glowing terms." "Backbreaking work."
你从哪儿学的这些废话? It's just, where do you get that shit?
我说的是废话吗? Are my words shit?
我是说 神学院教这个吗? I mean, do they teach that at divinity school?
如何像先知一样说话 How to speak like a prophet?
牧师 我为我弟弟非常不恰当的言论道歉 I apologize for my very unhappy brother, Reverend.
不用担心 今天对大家来说都很艰难 No worries. A difficult day for all.
但他为什么需要牧师? But what's he even need a pastor for anyway?
据我所知 他是犹太人 The last time I checked, he was Jewish.
再以前他是佛教徒 还当过穆斯林 He was Buddhist before that. Muslim.
哈里斯是个勤勉的探索者 Harris was a restless seeker.
他在50岁时受割礼 He was circumcised at 50.
别说了 That's enough.
这我就不知道了 但一定很疼 I did not know that. Painful, I'm sure.
日期呢?为什么墓碑上没写日期? What about the dates? How come there are no dates?
他从来都不确定自己的生日是哪天 He was never sure about his birthday.
又不想写个错的日期到墓碑上 所以选择不写 Didn't want the stone to be wrong, so he opted for no dates.
谁会发现或者在乎日期是不是错的? Who would know or care if it was wrong?
对将死之人来说 没什么事是重要的 Few things matter to a dying man.
这事对他很重要 This mattered to him.
牧师 请尽可能保持世俗一点 好吗? Just keep it secular as best you can. Huh, Rev.?
我是个基督教牧师 雷伊 I'm a Christian pastor, Ray.
他们在那边 亲爱的 That's them, my love.
我来帮你 Let me help with that.
谢谢 牧师 Thank you, Reverend.
太感谢了 Thank you very much.
坎菲尔德先生 Mr. Canfield.
德尔珈朵女士 Ms. Delgado.
嗨 各位 这是我的儿子西蒙 Hi, guys. This is my son, Simon.
雷蒙德和雷伊是你的哥哥们 Raymond and Ray. Your brothers.
很高兴见到你们 Nice to meet you.
你好 Hello.
嗨 Hey.
去那边 Over there.
牧师 谢谢 Thank you, Reverend.
-嘿 我能问你点儿事吗? -当然可以 -Hey, can I ask you something? -Yeah, of course.
你知道我父亲留在医院的东西 现在在哪儿吗? My father's stuff back at the hospital, do you know where that is?
在家里 你要找什么? At home. What are you looking for?
他的手机 His cell phone.
哈里斯把手机留给西蒙了 是的 Harris left that to Simon. Yeah.
西蒙 过来 Simon, come here.
把手机给你哥哥看看 Show your brother the phone.
里面有音乐吗? You got any music on here?
还没有 今天刚重置过 Not yet. Just reset it today.
他是技术达人 He's a techie.
-所以说 这里没有哈里斯听的音乐? -没有 -So, you don't have any of Harris's stuff? -No.
你备份了吗? Did you back it up?
没有 干吗要备份? No, what for?
谢了 Thanks.
喝威士忌的牧师 嘿 A whiskey priest, hey.
雷伊 别对我妄加评论 Don't judge me, Ray.
我和其他人一样也有弱点 Just a fellow like any other, running on feet of clay.
你和哈里斯因为喝酒认识的? Is that how you and Harris found each other?
不是 哈里斯在我们认识前就戒酒了 Nah. Harris stopped drinking before I met him.
他说戒酒令他重生 He said it revived him, being sober.
他快70岁时生了那个男孩 He was in his late 60s when he fathered that boy.
生命是不可阻挡的 Life is unstoppable.
还有就是 这可不是神学院学来的 And no, that is not from divinity school.
-雷伊 你有家庭吗? -没有 -You got a family, Ray? -No.
我不知道该拿孩子怎么办才好 I wouldn't know what to do with a kid.
尤其是男孩 Especially a boy.
养女孩会容易点吗? Is a girl any easier?
因为我有个女儿 折了我许多年的寿 'Cause I got a girl and… taken years off my life.
男孩有什么问题呢? What is it about a boy?
牧师 打住吧 Back off, Reverend.
不过我倒是有个问题想问问你 Got a question for you, though.
你真以为哈里斯信上帝吗? You really think that Harris believed in God?
-我不在乎 -不是吧 骗人 -I don't care. -No, come on. You're shitting me.
重要的是 我们都属于 比自己更伟大的事物 What matters is that we all belong to something greater than us.
一种无穷无尽 An infinite.
你父亲深知这点 Your father knew that.
不可能 No.
这是一种谦卑的想法 That is a humble thought,
我父亲从来就不是个谦卑的人 and my father didn't have a humble bone in his body.
也许当他意识到自己将离世时 就变得谦卑了 Maybe he grew one when he realized the end was near.
是啊 也许快死的时候会容易些 Yeah, maybe it's easier at the end.
那时候所有的恶霸都吓得屁滚尿流 That's when all the bullies shit their pants.
不对 他从来就没怕过 Nah, he was never scared.
唯一难过的是这段美妙的人生之旅结束了 Only sad that the wonderful ride was over.
这是他的原话 “美妙的人生之旅” That's how he put it. "The wonderful ride."
雷伊 和我聊聊 Talk to me, Ray.
聊什么? What about?
有什么好聊的? What for?
再过几个小时 一切都会结束 It's all gonna be over, a couple hours.
你确定? You sure about that?
是的 Oh, yeah.
我来吧 I got it.
那小子让我很烦 That boy, he bugs me.
这里没信号 不过也合理 No reception here. That makes sense.
你在哪儿上班? Where do you work?
辛辛那提市水电局 挺无聊的 Water and Power Department in Cincinnati. It's not very exciting.
你不喜欢这工作? You don't like it?
那就换个工作 Find something else.
我不知道 I don't know.
一个令人兴奋的工作也可以很稳定 You can have stability with an exciting job.
冒险会让你感到生机无限 Risk makes you feel alive.
有时候 即使工作做不好也不错 Sometimes even getting a little sloppy can be good.
-是吗? -是的 -Can it? -Yeah.
你可真逗 You are so funny.
我一周开四天优步 做三个晚上的酒保 I drive an Uber four days a week, and I am a bartender three nights.
开车简单一点 但在酒吧做更赚钱 The driving is easier, but the bar is more money.
这两份工作都让我能够 每天近距离地观察各种人 Both jobs give me a front-row seat to the human circus every day.
要擦防晒霜 太阳是一个无声的杀手 Sunscreen. The sun is a silent killer.
继续挖 Keep going.
西蒙 别在那儿撒尿 Simon, please! Don't do that here!
又没人管 Nobody cares.
难以置信 Incredible.
快停下 Stop.
该我挖了 It's my turn.
我不确定这是否可行 我是说 法律上我需要… I'm not sure that's going to be possible. I mean, legally I would need to--
拜托 那也是他爸 Come on. It's his birthright.
对 我觉得可以 Yeah, I think it's okay.
来吧 Here.
韦斯特先生? Mr. West?
-韦斯特牧师 有何贵干? -抱歉我们来晚了 -Reverend West. Yes? -Sorry we're late.
-我们的一个航班延误了 -你们没迟到 你是里昂? -One of our flights was delayed. -You're not late. Leon?
-里昂 -里昂 -Leon. -Leon.
-里昂 文森特 -对 -Leon, Vincent. -Yeah.
雷蒙德和雷伊 那边是西蒙 Raymond. Ray. That's Simon over there.
请节哀 Condolences.
深表同情 Our sympathies.
谢谢 Thank you.
哈里斯和我们的母亲 都是一个社区中心的管理员 Harris and our mother were custodians at a community center
-1990年代在塔拉哈西 -塔拉哈西 -in Tallahassee in the '90s. -Tallahassee.
西蒙 Simon.
快来见见你的哥哥们 Come meet your brothers!
-早见过了 -还有更多 -I met them already. -There's more.
他们都来了再跟我说 Let me know when they're all here.
他们也得挖 They have to dig too.
快看雷伊 他很…怎么说来着? Look at Ray. He's all-- What is the expression?
焦虑 非常焦虑 对吧? Tied up. Tied up in knots, huh?
你俩都是 Both of you.
那老头总是捉弄我们 The old man was always screwing with us.
给我们取相同的名字 Gave us the same name.
为了避免混淆 妈妈们叫我们雷蒙德和雷伊 So our moms called us Raymond and Ray to avoid confusion,
但他会管我叫雷伊 管他叫雷蒙德 来制造混乱 but he'd just call me Ray and him Raymond and wreak havoc.
雷伊会因为我取得的成绩而受到褒奖 或是我因为他犯的错而受罚 Ray would get rewarded for my stuff or I'd get punished for his.
或者他会去看雷伊的比赛而不去看我的 Or he'd go see one of his games instead of mine.
而我才是运动健将 雷伊在运动方面很烂 I was a good athlete, but Ray sucked.
他是个学霸、全优生 但是他不擅长运动 I mean, he was a genius student. Straight A's. But he sucked at sports.
那老头会和裁判以及其他爸爸们打架 The old man would start fights with the referees or the other dads.
快把妈妈们逼疯了 但他却乐此不疲 Drive our mothers crazy, but he loved it.
耍得我们团团转 Having us all bouncing around like pinballs.
雷伊对此反应最大 Ray took it the hardest.
他是个正在康复的瘾君子 最糟糕的时候 他就是个废人 He's a recovering addict, and at his worst, he was a train wreck.
我试着去帮他 I tried to reach out to him to help,
但他不让我靠近 but he wouldn't let me anywhere near him.
他对自己如此堕落感到愧疚不已 于是就销声匿迹了 He was so embarrassed, the state he was in. He vanished.
后来一个女人出现在他的生活中 让他浪子回头 And then he found a woman who helped him turn his life around.
之后她就死了 And then she died.
该死的 I mean, son of a bitch.
今天是我强迫他来的 I made him come here with me today.
这里是他所憎恨的一切事物的中心 This is like ground zero for everything he hates.
谢谢你能来 Thanks for coming.
我可不想错过… I didn't wanna miss--
是啊 谁想呢? Yeah. I mean, who would?
他们是谁? Who are they?
也是哈里斯的儿子 They're Harris's sons too.
对 就连那个小孩也是 Yeah. Even the kid.
-小家伙? -对 露西娅的儿子 -Little guy? -Yeah. Lucia's.
天啊 干得漂亮 哈里斯 Wow. Go, Harris.
-你总共有多少兄弟? -不知道 -How many brothers are there? -I have no idea.
我今天才认识他们 I just met them today.
除了雷蒙德外 I mean, except for Raymond.
你们亲近吗? You close to him?
我们是同父异母的兄弟 We're half brothers.
成长过程中我们很亲密、形影不离 Growing up, we were connected at the hip. Inseparable.
高中的时候我们渐行渐远 And then, we drifted apart through high school.
当我们一起被哈里斯 羞辱、贬低、践踏的时候 When you've been humiliated together, degraded, devalued like we were by Harris,
那么彼此靠近就是一种提醒 then just being near each other is a reminder.
但这么多年来 我们一直保持着联系 But over the years, we stayed in touch.
他很努力地维系关系 You know, he's good about that.
我总是不情愿 但是我从不后悔 I'm always reluctant, but I never regret it.
有时候我在想 如果我们今天见面 我们还会不会是朋友 Sometimes I wonder if we met today, if we'd even be friends.
他喜欢仪式 I mean, he likes this kind of thing. Rituals.
仪式很令人慰藉 Rituals are comforting.
是 “对您失去亲人我感到遗憾” 这句话我今天听了好多次了 Yeah. I mean, "I'm sorry for your loss." I've heard that a dozen times today.
以至于它开始听起来像是 “祝你今天过得愉快” It starts to sound like, "Have a nice day," you know.
或是“把盐递给我” 或是… Or, "Pass the salt." Or…
我只是…我妻子之前得了恶性癌症 I'm just-- My wife had this aggressive cancer,
所以我让她的父母 so I let her parents, you know,
完全主导葬礼的安排 have complete say in the funeral arrangements.
我就是无法面对 I just couldn't deal.
他们把一切都安排得井井有条 They had everything organized and choreographed.
太多的浮华、隆重和庄严代替了悲伤 So much pomp and circumstance and solemnity standing in for sadness.
我希望这对他们是种完结 但令我悲痛欲绝 I hope it did them some good. It kicked my ass.
我这是在用其他葬礼的故事逗你开心 I'm entertaining you with stories of other funerals, you know.
我真绅士 Suave.
不需要逗我开心 I don't need to be entertained.
妈妈 看看这些家伙 他们是杂技演员 Mom! Look at these guys! They're acrobats!
-来 -嘿 -Hup! -Hey!
拜托 多做几个动作 Come on! Do some more!
够了 小家伙 有空来看我们表演吧 I think that's enough, little man. Come see us sometime.
-求你们了 -西蒙 -Please? -Simon!
拜托 耍点小杂技没什么不好的 Come on. There's nothing wrong with a few tricks.
牧师 对吧?为了纪念西蒙已故的父亲 Right, Reverend? In honor of Simon's late father.
如果大家都同意的话 我觉得可以 I think it's okay, if everybody agrees?
-好吧 -哥哥 谢谢 -Okay. -Thanks, bro!
开始了 准备好了?来 Here we go. Ready? Hup!
开始 来 Here we go. Hup!
精彩 Bravo!
-上来了 站稳 -很好 -There we go. Settle it. -Uh-huh.
就这样 There it is.
太精彩了 Bravo!
要下来了 Coming down.
凳子 上 然后… Benches. Here we go. And…
-西蒙 过来 -过来 -Simon, come on in. -Come on in.
把手举起来…踩上我的腿 Hands up. Hand up here. Step on here.
-可以吗?上来 -很好 没错 -Okay? Step up. -Very good. There we go.
很好 慢慢来 Good. Nice and easy.
-踩在他肩上 很好 -好 -Step on his shoulder. Good. -Good.
微笑着摆造型 来 Style with a smile. Hup!
-嘿 -好耶 -Hey. -Yay!
-好棒 太精彩了 -嘿 -Bravo. Solid. -Hey.
-真不错 -下来吧 -Nice. -Coming on down.
三、二、一 开始 Three, two, one. Go.
天啊 Wow.
-漂亮 -他下来了 -Bravo! -There he is.
我的宝贝 Mi amor.
我们是不是该和这些人聊聊?认识一下 Shouldn't we talk to these guys, get to know them?
然后呢?参加彼此的生日派对 互相寄圣诞卡? And then what? Birthday parties, Christmas cards?
我不需要新关系 I don't need any new people.
对 你有很多朋友和爱人 Yeah. You're plenty busy with all the friends and loved ones
在身边 that surround you.
阿西娜在我身边去世 之后的生活是我自己选择的 Athena died on me. The rest is by choice.
有喝的吗? You have anything to drink?
-有 不过是温的 -没关系 -Yeah. I mean, they're warm. -That's fine.
-谢谢 -谢谢 -Thanks. -Thanks.
-你们什么时候回去? -今晚乘巴士走 -When do you guys head back? -Tonight, by bus.
我们明天要在夏洛特演出 We have a show in Charlotte tomorrow.
你们常常见到那老头吗? Did you see the old man often?
我们素未谋面 We never met him.
但他还是想让我们来 He wanted us here anyway.
但是他们在一起多久?他和你们的妈妈 But how long were they together? With your mom?
没多久 一两个星期吧 Not long. A week or two.
文森特和我是异卵双胞胎 继父才是我们真正的父亲 Vincent and I are fraternal twins. Our stepdad, he's our true father.
他会想知道这一切的 He'll wanna hear all about this.
他一定会觉得很有趣 He'll get a kick out of it.
无意冒犯 No offense.
你们和他很亲近 对吧? You guys were close to him, right?
-谢谢 -干杯 -Thanks. -Cheers.
好 Yeah.
好 我给大家照张相 Okay, let me get a picture of everybody.
麻烦过来一下 Please. Go.
-雷伊 你也来 拜托 -不 我… -Ray, you too. Please. -No, I--
吉拉、坎菲尔德先生 Kiera, Mr. Canfield.
对 过来 快点 雷伊 Ay, get it there. Come on, Ray.
还有你们两个双胞胎 You too, twins.
墓地工作的那位 先生? Grave man, sir?
加入我们 你也来 完美 Join us. You too. Perfect.
笑一个 大家都靠近点 Smile. Scooch in, everybody.
完美 再来一张 Perfect. One more.
最后一张 真棒 The last one and… good.
非常感谢 多谢了 Thank you very much. Muchas gracias.
-谢谢你容忍这奇怪的请求 -别客气 -Thanks for putting up with that. -No worries.
是啊 这是可以拿出来跟孙子辈讲的故事 Yeah, it's something you can tell your grandkids about.
你有孩子吗? Do you have kids?
没有 完全不想要孩子 No. Never wanted to.
通常人们会觉得奇怪 见到一个… Usually, people feel weird meeting a--
一个没有孩子、也不想要孩子的成年女人 a grown-ass woman who doesn't have or want kids,
就好像她是个不幸的怪物 like she's some unhappy freak of nature.
是的 生活的方式多种多样 Yeah. There's many ways to live a life.
这是我在幸运饼干上读到的 I read that in a fortune cookie.
这可真轻 他在里面吗? It's light. Is he even in there?
你父亲最后瘦得只有56公斤了 Your father was down to 125 pounds.
难以置信 我曾经养的狗都比他重 Wow. I had a dog once that weighed more than that.
雷蒙德 你还记得威尔逊吧? You remember Wilson, Raymond?
我们死去的爸爸还不如一条狗重 Our dead dad weighs less than a dog.
雷伊 闭嘴 否则我会杀了你 Shut up, Ray, or I'll kill you.
嘿 小子 认真抬 Hey, do your part, boy.
韦斯特牧师 我想让西蒙见他父亲最后一面 Reverend West, I want Simon to see his father for the last time.
我觉得不行 I don't think that's a good idea.
德尔珈朵女士 已经错过瞻仰遗体的时间了 Ms. Delgado, the time for viewing has passed.
我儿子当时在学校 无法来殡仪馆 My son was at school, and he couldn't come to the funeral home.
这是他的权利 He's entitled.
德尔珈朵女士 哈里斯先生 躺在这个松木棺材里 一路颠簸 Miss Delgado, Mr. Harris has been traveling by car in this pine box…
光着身子、没有保护措施 naked and unprotected.
尸体在炎热的温度下待了三个小时 He's been sitting in the heat for three hours.
并且他是被抬到这里的 尸体可能在路上已经被撞坏 And he was just carried to this spot, possibly banged up along the way.
尸体受到了各种损伤 The body takes a toll.
尸体经过防腐处理了 He's embalmed.
我还是不推荐 实际上我坚持不同意这样做 I still don't recommend it. I insist, actually.
我先看一眼尸体是否完好 I'll take a look and see if he's okay.
抱歉 但法律上你不是他的近亲 I'm sorry, but legally, you are not next of kin.
你们就不能帮亲弟弟看一眼吗? Can't you do this for your brother, please?
-什…我… -雷蒙德? -W-- I-- -Raymond?
西蒙 你想看尸体吗? I mean, Simon, do you wanna see the body?
-好的 -他不想看 -Okay. -He did not want this.
让我们先看看 Let us take a look first.
坎菲尔德先生 Mr. Canfield.
好吧 乔纳斯 Okay. Jonas.
天啊 Oh, my God.
他的脸朝下 He's facedown.
为什么他的脸朝下? Why is he facedown?
这是他要求的 但他不想让任何人知道 It's what he requested, but he did not want anyone to know.
所以我才不希望打开棺材 That's why I was hoping not to open the casket.
他对此态度非常坚定 He was very adamant about this.
韦斯特牧师 这是什么意思? Well, what does it mean, Reverend West?
我也不清楚 I have no idea.
不过是很荒谬的举动 他试图向全世界赎罪 It's some bullshit attempt to make amends with the universe.
就是一些虚情假意赎罪的最后尝试罢了 You know, some final gasp at hokey atonement.
-哈里斯 我们早就看透你了 -雷伊 闭嘴 -We see through you, Harris! -Shut up, Ray.
-露西娅 你知道这事吗? -不知道 这很愚蠢 -Lucia, did you know about this? -No, it's stupid.
-把他翻过来吧 -我们不能这样做 -Let's turn him over. -We cannot do that.
他死了 把他翻过来 He's dead. Flip him over.
露西娅 露…让孩子看一眼 然后我们就把他下葬 好吗? Lucia. Ju-- Let the boy take a look. Then we'll proceed, okay?
我看不见他的脸 I can't really see him.
好 Okay.
什…不… W-- No--
他看起来很不舒服 He looks uncomfortable.
好了 可以了 Okay. Enough.
天啊 他好可怜 Jesus, he's pathetic.
某种程度上 这也合情合理 You know, in a way, it makes sense.
他这辈子都是这样活着 脸朝下 像个废物一样 It's the way he lived his whole life, facedown like a loser.
-别这么说他 -他就是个废物 -Don't talk about him like that. -He is a loser.
-和他沾边的全都没好下场 -雷伊 你给我闭嘴… -And everything he touched turned to shit. -Shut up! Shut up, Ray!
承认吧 雷蒙德 你恨死他了 Come on! You fucking hated him, Raymond.
-他也活该被憎恶 -别说了 -And he deserved to be hated. -Stop it!
-你要怎样才肯承认? -闭嘴 -What will it take for you to say it? -Shut up!
你为什么不说出来?让他去死 Why can't you say it? Fuck him!
-雷伊 给我闭嘴 -让我们的爸爸去死吧 -Shut the fuck up, Ray! -Fuck our father!
-他睡了你老婆 雷蒙德 -雷伊 别说了 -He fucked your wife, Raymond. -Ray, no!
你以为儿子是你的 但其实是他的 And the boy you thought was your son was his son.
-这样你还不… -住手 -How's that make you-- -Stop!
-雷蒙德 别这样 -嘿 别打了 -Come on, Raymond. -Hey. Come on.
雷蒙德 放开他 Raymond. Let him go.
我们的天父 Our Father, who art in heaven,
尊汝名为圣 hallowed be thy name.
愿你的天国降临人间 Thy kingdom come,
愿你的旨意能在人间贯彻 如同在天国一样 thy will be done on Earth as it is in heaven.
祈求你赐予我们每日必需的食物 并宽恕我们的罪过 Give us this day our daily bread and forgive us our trespasses
就像我们宽恕侵犯我们的人一样 as we forgive those who trespassed against us.
祈求你指引我们不被诱惑 并解救我们脱离邪恶 And lead us not into temptation but deliver us from evil.
阿门 Amen.
哈里斯希望我鼓励所有想发言的人 Harris wanted me to encourage anybody who wanted to speak.
他说：“不必有压力” "No pressure," he said.
雷伊? Ray?
不了 No.
-露西娅? -不 -Lucia? -No.
雷蒙德? Raymond?
雷蒙德 Raymond.
-别走 -雷蒙德 没事的 我去找他 -Stay! -Raymond. It's all right. I'll get him.
雷蒙德 回来 Raymond. Come on.
你干什么? What are you doing?
雷蒙德 Raymond!
雷蒙德 Raymond.
-我们聊聊 -天啊 -Let's talk. -Oh, my God.
-雷蒙德 -不要 -Raymond. -No!
不要这样 住手 No. Stop!
我们必须报警 韦斯特 We must report this, West. To the police.
不必了 听着 那样会闹得很难看 No. Look, it's gonna be a whole ordeal.
实际一点 我的朋友 结果没变 Just be practical, my friend. The outcome's the same.
雷伊 Ray.
雷伊 跟他告别吧 Say your goodbyes, Ray.
你永远不会后悔的 You will never regret it.
饶了我吧 现在又闹哪出? Oh, fuck me. Now what?
哈里斯 安息吧 Rest in peace, Harris.
抛下恐惧、希望、愤怒、懊恼 Leave behind fear, hope, anger, spilled milk.
只留下沉默 Take silence only.
天空、风、雨后的日出 Sky, wind. Sunrise after the rain.
忘却其余所有 Forget the rest.
哈里斯 安息吧 Sleep, Harris.
好好休息 Rest from yourself.
保重 Take care.
你父亲给你留了一封信 让我此刻交给你 Your father left you a letter to be delivered at this moment.
我很抱歉 对不起 不是那封 I'm sorry, sir. That's the wrong one.
谢谢 Thank you.
好了 这些东西要捐给慈善机构 Okay, this stuff is going to the shed for charity.
其他的东西要丢掉 This other stuff is going to the garbage.
之后我会给你铺床 让你好好睡一觉 After that, I'll make up a bed for you, and you are gonna sleep like a king.
嘿 两位 Hey, folks.
我要一瓶科罗娜 I'll have a Corona.
好的 先生 你要什么? Okay. And for you, sir?
我要一杯黑咖啡 还有一个热樱桃派 I will have a coffee, black, and a cherry pie, warm.
-要冰激凌吗? -好吧 -You want ice cream with that? -Yeah.
甜点吃什么? And for dessert?
你不喝酒? You don't drink?
不了 我是个瘾君子 但说我说得够多了 No, I'm an addict. But enough about me.
不 我吸了三年的海洛因 不光彩的经历 No, I was a heroin addict for three years. It wasn't pretty.
我兄弟说要想戒掉毒瘾 他必须做的一件事 My brother said that one of the things he needed to do to stay clean
就是寻找新的快乐来源 was finding new sources of pleasure.
因为无论好坏 毒品都会带来欢愉 Because the drugs, for better or worse, were pleasure.
是的 这是真的 Yeah. Well, that's true.
第一次碰毒品的时候 I mean, when that drug first hits your body,
这种感觉独一无二 there's nothing like it.
你知道指甲在黑板上剐蹭的声音吧? You know the sound of nails on a chalkboard?
海洛因能让那声音停止 Heroin is that sound stopping.
你身体里所有的伤痛 脑袋里所有的声音 都消失了 It's all the pain in your body, the little rattle in your head, it's gone.
只剩下那种麻木的感觉 就是那种快乐 It's just the numbing of all that feeling. That's the pleasure.
现在快乐变得更温和了 So, now pleasure's more muted, you know.
食物 性 还不错 幽默 There's food. Sex. Not bad. Humor.
所有能给人们带来快乐的普通事情 You know, just all the normal things that bring people pleasure.
音乐 Music.
当它不让我痛苦的时候 When it's not bringing me pain.
没有什么比听爵士乐 更让我开心的了 那也是一种毒品 Nothing makes me happier than listening to jazz. It's a drug.
你更喜欢听 而不是演奏吗? 刚刚你在墓地吹得很好 Listening more than playing? You sounded pretty good back there.
-对于一个白人男孩来说 -你不是男孩了 -For a white boy. -You're not a boy.
你懂爵士乐? You know jazz?
不懂 但我喜欢 No. But I like it.
我父亲以前老说 My father used to say
爵士乐只是犹太人为了赚钱 而推广的黑人部落音乐 that jazz was just Negro tribal music promoted by Jews to make cash.
-哈里斯真这么说? -是的 他说过很多负面的话 -Harris said that? -Yeah, he has lots of winners.
“工作不是你应该享受的东西 "Work is not something you should enjoy.
如果你真有天赋的话 If you had any real talent,
能从你这垃圾白人脸上看出来” it'd be written all over your white-trash face."
说得不错 Charming.
他说的那些话就像压在我胸口的重担 The things he said, they're like a weight on my chest.
就好像我在演奏时 在乐曲的段落间 我能感觉到… You know, it's like I'd be playing, and in between phrases, I can feel my…
被这重担压得不快乐 tank's not filling up, you know, from the weight.
我这一生都在努力不被压碎 My whole life, just tried not to get crushed.
刚刚在墓地的表演 Playing back there at the cemetery,
跟与其他音乐人一起演出不一样 that's not like a real gig with other musicians.
就在那时 恐惧卷土重来 That's when the fear rears its ugly head.
恐惧什么? Fear of what?
听起来很烂 Sounding like crap.
谢谢 Thanks.
谢谢 好 我来拿 Appreciate it. Yeah, I got ya.
有你妻子的照片吗? You have a picture of your wife?
有 Yeah.
天啊 她真美 Wow. She was beautiful.
那么等你吃完饭 我们就去让你嗨起来 So, when you're done eating, we're gonna go get you high.
我把要捐的箱子都放好了 告诉我垃圾箱在哪里 I'm finished with the shed boxes. You show me where the dumpster is?
先吃晚饭 Dinner first.
我宁愿先把这事了结 Well, I'd rather get it over and done with.
今天太奇怪了 That was weird today.
别不礼貌 Don't be rude.
谢谢 Thank you.
咕咕 Cuckoo.
你爱过他吗? Did you love him?
他当时是个67岁的好色老头 He was a horny 67-year-old.
而我那时经历糟糕的婚姻 很伤心 And I was in a bad marriage and sad.
他关心我、令我开怀大笑 And he gave me attention. And he made me laugh.
他对你来说是个坏爸爸 但却是西蒙的好爸爸 He was a bad father to you, a good father to Simon.
对你们的妈妈们来说 他不是个好情人 而却是我的好情人 He was a bad lover to your moms. He was a good lover to me.
他爱女人 但不了解她们 He loved women, but he didn't understand them.
他是个种族主义者 但他谁都喜欢 He was a racist who liked everyone.
他吃过一万顿饭 He ate 10,000 meals
做着美梦和噩梦睡过一万个晚上 and slept 10,000 nights with his dreams and his nightmares.
他做了100份工作 最后还是没钱 He had a hundred jobs and no money in the end.
他想了解这个世界、生活 、一切 He wanted to understand the world, life, everything.
但并没有 谁又能呢? But no. Who can?
他如一粒灰尘般微不足道 He was a speck of dust.
什么意思? What does it mean?
向前看 Onwards.
实物更棒 The real thing is better.
其实我想走走 You know what? I think I'm gonna walk.
去哪儿? Where to?
不知道 就想走走 明白吗? I don't know. I was just gonna walk, you know?
-要我陪你吗? -不用了 -You want company? -It's all right.
你认识这里的路吗? Do you even know your way around here?
我会没事的 I'll be fine.
怎么了? What's going on?
没什么 Nothing, you know.
今天太漫长了 我累了 Just been a long day and I'm done.
-累了? -对 -You're done? -Yeah.
听着 别这么奇怪 只是… Look, don't be weird. Just--
嘿 Hey!
到底怎么回事? What the hell happened?
我说错什么了吗?跟我说清楚我就走 Did I say something? Clear it up for me, and I'll walk away.
-听着 与你无关 -我做了什么? -Look, it's not about you. -What'd I do?
吉拉护士 我不是你的小宠物 Look, I'm not your pet project, Nurse Kiera.
我真是个白痴 I'm such an idiot.
知道吗?你能立刻看出别人是怎样的人 You know what? People tell you who they are right away.
我的第一印象没错 你就是一个混蛋 My first impression was the right one. You're a prick.
你说得对 Well, you're right about that.
该死 Shit.
嘿 该死 Hey! Shit!
嘿 Hey!
该死 Oh, fuck.
等等 Hold it!
该死 Shit!
请等等 Just hold on.
我能和你谈谈吗?拜托了 Can I talk to you, please?
吉拉 给我两秒钟 好吗? Kiera, just give me two seconds, all right?
你能把车窗摇下来 天… Can you roll down the window for-- J--
别走 嘿 No, hey!
拜托 就两秒钟 好吗? Please, just two seconds, all right?
我…该… I-- Oh, f--
-一切都好吗? -是的 -Everything okay? -Yeah.
确定? You sure?
我没事 谢谢 I'm fine, thanks.
你认识这人吗? You know this guy?
认识 Yeah.
他挺帅 He's cute.
去死吧 Fuck you.
（雷蒙德）
雷蒙德 我很后悔给你带去那么多痛苦 Raymond, I regret that I caused you so much pain.
我那时也很痛苦 但我听说这不是借口 I was in a lot of pain myself, but I've heard that's no excuse.
做父亲是一个累人的差事 就算做个糟糕的父亲也不例外 It was exhausting work being a father, even a bad father.
想办法原谅我吧 Find a way to forgive me.
还有一件事 你弟弟雷伊不是我亲生的 One more thing. Your brother Ray, is not my son.
他母亲已经怀孕了 His mother was already pregnant
但和我在一起时她并不知道 but didn't know it when she and I started up.
我们接受了这一切 我觉得是因为我爱她 We went along with it because I loved her, I thought.
所以可以说他甚至不是你的弟弟 So, in a way, he's not even your brother, I suppose.
我把真相告诉你 你看着办吧 我相信你 Do with that information what you will. I trust you.
你的父亲本杰明里德哈里斯三世敬上 Your father, Benjamin Reed Harris III.
雷伊 你是个争气的男孩 我从来都不知道该拿你怎么办 Ray, you were a golden boy. I never knew what to do with you.
此致 本杰明里德哈里斯三世 Sincerely, Benjamin Reed Harris III.
她邀请我在她家住几天 我会多待几天 She invited me to stay a few days and I'm going to.
所以你开卡车走吧 So, you take the truck.
等等 你确定吗?我可以乘巴士走 Wait, are you sure? I mean, I can take the bus.
确定 我这周末会去你家取 Yeah. I'll pick it up from your house this weekend.
好吧 All right.
你和露西娅有没有… Did you and Lucia…
什么? What?
什么什么? What, what?
-天啊 -雷伊 别犯傻 -Oh, my God. -Just cut the shit, Ray.
真有你的 Holy shit.
你和他的女人上了床 兄弟 You had sexual intercourse with his woman, bro!
你为什么非要把什么都说出来? Why do you have to point everything out?
你为什么就不能让沉默来说明一切 Why can't you let silence speak for itself?
那有什么意思啊? Where would the fun be in that, huh?
-现在他儿子可能是你的儿子了 -天啊 去死吧 -Now his son could be your son. -Jesus! Fuck.
听着… Listen, you know…
谢谢你让我来参加葬礼 thank you for making me come to this thing.
该抱抱吗? Is this where we hug?
-来抱这个 -抱这个 -Hug this. -Hug this!
嘿 Hey.
我们从没真正了解过他 对吧? We never really knew him, did we?
我们周末再谈吧 Let's talk this weekend.
好 Yeah.